Katie Quarles
              
              
                I really must learn to know the difference
              
 
               
            
              He tells me the story
 
              of an old scar, 
              how I julienned 
              the shoulder flesh 
              before I even knew—
              what. a. bitch. I’ve been.
              In his murder house, found 
              underneath 
              a ratty blanket: rats
              and shrink-wrapped hip bones—
              he wouldn’t 
              want a woman
              to walk from him 
              without a limp.
              Don’t worry, Nadya says. 
              Wherever the night went, 
              it went also.
            
    
           
          
              
            
              Sherri sits on a high black limb,
              spotlighted, 
              reading aloud a list 
              of her wicked doings,
              this or that nonesuch—
              fruitus bulbous—
              Heroine-purple as her mouth,
              secreting chains.
              Because I want to be so good, 
              with a machete 
              true and pewter 
              as her hair, I hack.
              The bads bust open,
              split by ground; something
              like spell-breath 
              salts out. 
              She murdered a man.
              Now I can sleep.
            
    
           
          
              
            
              It’s your time—
              a welcome & unwelcome surprise.
              The four-years-old 
              clinking cascade
              of your soda tab collection
              onto hardwood 
              floods. The scatter 
              I could make sense of,
              little things becoming hidden
              under the larger so 
              naturally.
              Once, you reached 
              out to comfort a bat 
              stuck under your nightstand;
              the rabies shots weren’t too bad.
              The night holds back its gasp
              when I tether you
              to the park bench. 
              Nadya recounts the day her grandfather died:
              There are only a few
really terrible sunsets.