D. E. Steward
Altamira
The horse head symphony of Grotte Chauvet in the Ardèche drawn as early 32,000 BP

Cave painting has been the most indelible artistic tradition of all, continuing through the end of the ice

The bison images at Altamira and other caves in the region were painted between 16,400 and 13,500 BP

Toward the dwindling of the universal cold

In the grand Magdalenian

The Cantabrian climate of Altamira fifteen thousand years ago could have been like central Norway’s now

Decades ago in Hedmark three or four cow belled free ranging stubby fjord horses would come trotting down the mountain, heads tossing, snorting stopping by the hytte seemingly to approve and be approved

Between Altamira’s cave mouth and the Bay of Biscay a few thousand meters off four or more horses pastured behind a portable single strand electric fence on the empty green slopes and gullies

Bay duns recalling Poitous horses, bred since the Bourbons south from the Vendée north on the Atlantic coast

“Enthusiasts claim Poitous descent from the horses painted on the cave walls of Lascaux”

Those near Altamira now, as pleasant and human linked as Hedmark’s horses had been

Unkempt coats and thick manes, one cropped black tail, all blunt muzzled high strong faces and foreheads, almost free as though still herded for their meat here fifteen thousand years ago

The aspect remains at Altamira

The cave’s roof covered with bison figures first engraved and then painted in red and black, the other animals are horses, and a red deer, the solitary figure on the ceiling

The Altamira images, immensely commanding nestled near one another as variations on a theme of Paleolithic bison, brilliantly colored and subtly limned in perspective and scale, one to another

There on stone as if tumbling from above

Hand prints, and smaller sketch paintings on ceilings and walls of adjacent caverns

At discovery flint chisels, charcoal pencils, fragments of iron and manganese oxides, and bird bone blow pipes were found in the epochal litter below Altamira

People lived there

In the cold

With their cave fires

Lives similar in unnumbered caverns for many thousand years there all the way around the great Atlantic bay

All they were except their art is gone

But they were us without wheels, munitions, lighter than air, Christianity, Islam, Judaism, other rancorous dogmas

Had no good footwear, semiconductors, longevity

But with amazement, awe, insight and delight

Not far away to Santander’s Avenida del Far to the Playa del Sardino watching the surf

The unalterable immensity of the Atlantic and the astonishing presence of the Picos de Europa setback from it here in splendor

Asturias and Cantabria north of Castilla y León

In a quarter century the Guggenheim Bilbao’s cladding has weathered to the color of the inside of a tin can

Its gargantuan interior space of cables, ramps, bolted and riveted junctions of beams and massive supporting trusses pristine as if the welders, steel wielders, cranes and scaffolders had recently gone home

Sliced silos spaced in hanger scale segments flushed in light

The deep intelligence of it

It is magnificent

And if it were there for nothing more than itself and Jenny Holzer’s Instalación para Bilbao that would suffice

Across the flat of La Rioja Alta vinyards, eleventh century Santo Domingo de la Calzada where the Camino de Santiago pilgrims come walking straight in and straight out

Nájera’s eleventh century church east, then south and by Bobadilla the vinyards have gone to oak brushed hills

All these places over a thousand years ago were the great trek to Santiago

Follow Brieva’s track, a big trout stream, through the mountains and down deforested steeps to Villanueva de Cameros (pop. 102) and the road to Soria

There at that mountain road and river junction, the explosive emergence of a spectacular Gitana, who in another place could be anything to which she aspired, appearing to tend her gas pumps bubbling ebullience and lore

La Rioja and many Spanish things personified

Few things in life that match being on the road

Evidence is that across northern Spain is the life-balancing reason for being a thousand years of Santiago pilgrimages have left on its partakers

He vuelto a ver los álamos dorados (Antonio Machado, “Campos de Soria”)

Poplars were golden as it was in Soria along the Duero this October

Before October 7th Israel thought European life between Lebanon and Gaza was possible

Agreement between being born there, or what you went there for, now in another realm than you assumed the commitment would be

“Without the courage to assert the imperative of justice and the urgency of humanity, the left suffers the worst fate that any movement can contemplate: becoming indistinguishable from its enemies.” (Fintan O’Toole)

Fall to winter, the Gaza War’s tactics displaces two million Palestinians and increasingly destroys their country

More deaths in their region than any military event since the Second World War

Sit near Puerta del Carmen in Zaragoza imagining Nationalists goose stepping through

Aragon, the Ebro

The Republicans floundered here in 1937

All well past eight and a half decades on for this rich car congested city of nearly a million with its Mudéjar architecture allowed to endure

There are people who remember and lost relatives then to be found here now

Anecdotes, family stories, snapshots

But it does not matter

As surely it will in Gaza two and a half generations on

Scale and reconciliation

Well over twenty thousand have died or are dying now there, some hundreds died here in Zaragoza when the Ebro Front was in Aragon

And while Spain righted itself after Franco, similarity is unimaginably distant for the religion-stoked embittered who kill and die now in Israel’s present war of impacted realities and beliefs

Come to Lérida, Lleida in Catalan, from the west and Aragon

Being in Catalonia, in itself another Hispanic accommodation of the past

Carrer Major to the Plaça de la Paerla

Then one elevator after another to the grand overlook from the immense fortress and vacant cathedral plaza

Big multi-sourced cathedral and tower farther above, unapproachable, not part of the city, monumental to no monument, a Valle de los Caídos colossus

Falange flat open fascist style sun on stone

Feeling like Franco’s Spain

Standing there

To see a pair of Guardia Civil on patrol approaching, patent leather tricornios, weapons slung, gray-green-black specters stomping over to ask for ID would fit

With the Malaguena poverty consumptive cough from up the street rifling my refuse

The single tan SEAT taxi parked off the plaza, the camiones de carga down-shifting through on the Carretera de Cádiz

Working burros, stray dogs, cante jondo riffs and wails

That Fascist Spain existed only decades ago

Anti-communism, anti-intellectualism, anti-pacifism, authoritarianism, chauvinism, conspiracism, corporatism, eugenics, heroic realism, heroism, imperialism, irrationalism, machismo, militarism, nationalism, personality cult, populism, propaganda, racism, single-party state, totalitarianism

Having so recently been

A potency easily renewed, perpetually possible anywhere

Even peaceful Spain now calm as transecting the hundredth meridian in Nebraska

As in Catalan Lleida, an easy shot to Tarragona

Its second century amphitheater on the Med

Just north of proudly forlorn Cambrils then six decades ago, to a quiet pension with fine food on what was then a small harbor by an empty seafront to begin to write

There close to stately Sitges

In strong autumn afternoon sun before Barcelona

Café sitting there on the Carrer del Garraf, the trip from Huelva trip complete

Enjoying the thoughts of my shadow

In Octavio Paz’s enormous rushing at the edge of time

In this world where Israel had convinced itself that wedged between Lebanon and Gaza it was living in Sitges

Thinking of Spain’s rich Sitges centuries

Twenty since it was Roman

In twenty more what will Iberia have become

Rose-nosed parakeets (aka Krameri parrots) fly close in front

Flashing underwing blue

Directly from a palm to beach edge tiles

Parrot noisily

In thorough clarity

Brilliantly through low bright sunglare